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7/31/05 07:42 am - I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for all the times I lost my temper
For all the times when i was rude
For all the gifts taht were given
And never received thank-yous.

For all the love you've given me
And i havent given back
For all the times you wer patient
A virtue that i lack.

I'm saying sorry to you
To whom i was so cruel
You are the one i laughed at
I acted like a fool.

I couldn't see past your imperfections
I couldnt see past my pride
Your feelings i trampled all over
On my high horse I would ride.

I'm sorry for all the times i lied
For you I hurt along the way
Not a day goes by that I don't regret it
And I'd take it back any day.

The only person I cared about
Was me adn only me
And now I'm truely sorry
I only wish i could make you see.

I'm sorry for everything I'vve doen
You are the one i let down
I'm only asking for a second chance
So i can turn things around.

I know that it's a little late
My deeds can't be undone
I realize now that i was wrong
And I'm sorry for all that i have done.

7/28/05 11:42 pm - <3<3<3<3HEY REMEMBER ME?<3<3<3<3

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hey remember me.
i am the one you said would be your one and only.
the one you said you would never let go,
because our love was so strong it use to glow.
HEY REMEMBER ME?
i was the one who let you free.
the one who let you go,
the one who never told you no.
REMEMBER ME?
I'm the one who trued to do everything for thee,
even when my father hated me because of thee.
HEY REMEMBER ME?
I'm the one you said you loved
but if i'm the one you love
how come you are with her
you told me you didnt like her
Now you stand there making me feel like crap,
Like i'm stuck in this horrible trap.
and no matter what i say,
or what i pray.
i know where you are going to stay
your going to stay with her
HEY REMEMBER ME?
I'm the one who loves you more than anyone,
but that doesnt matter because were done.
but hey if you remember me
think back when we were together
and think about why you said we would be FOREVER......
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

7/13/05 03:21 pm

wow how long has it been since i was on here.. well awhile i guess.. well my b-day with my mom wasnt to bad.. i got a prada purse, and $165.00 dollars plus more hollister outfits.. yah now plus we went to the body works museum thing at musuem of science and industry it was great to have her all to myself for 4 days.. we dont get to do that very often and now i am getting older and stuff so it was nice... well i dont have much more to say except sam i hope you had a bitchen birthday...te amor girlfriend...

7/5/05 10:07 am - life is a BI(O)TCH

WOW TODAY STINKS I HAVE TO GO OUT SIDE AND DO ABOUT OF YARD WORK.. MAN THAT STINKS.. OH AND BY THE WAY SAM SAM'S B-DAY IS THURSDAY... GIVE ER A SHOUT OUT.. HAPPY B-DAY SAM I LOVE..

6/16/05 09:18 pm - LOVE

the strange thing about love is that it can make your heart beat faster, and the strange thing about love is that it can make you laugh and then cry. the strange thing about love is that it's uneven: in this life, you may be loved by someone you don't love back, and you may love someone that doesn't return your love. the strange thing about love is that it's always worth it, and the strange thinga bout love is that it is always there somewhere in your life. the strange thing about love is that you have to believe in it for it to be true, and the strange thing about love is that, even if it's a different story than you expected, somehow it all works out.. LOVE IS STRANGE ISN'T? BUT TRUST IN IT... AND YOU WILL BE ALL RIGHT..

6/15/05 09:46 pm - wow how quickly things change...

so yesterday.. i was talking to brittany and now she says that she never said that stuff about me. that she was only looking out for me because she didnt want to see me get hurt... but she hurt me more than if other people would of said it to me.... there are 2 people in this school whose oppinion matter to me... i take what these to people say to my grave... those two are brittany and SAMMIE.. they are always looking out for me no matter what and that means so much to me... and it hurt to have brits say that kind of stuff, but as always SAM was there to dig me out of my hole... well today dustin schultz found out that i dated his brother.. we have been in summer school this hole time and he just fingured it out.. it was funny but anyway.. my love life sucks.. as ALWAYS lol.. and daddy bought me a POOL for my b-day it rocks... but anyway PEACE OUT

6/13/05 10:48 pm - GEEZIE WEEZIE TODAY I FOUND OUT I WAS SLEEZIE AND EASY

so i thought that you had to do stuff to be considered a slut.. well that's what my OLD best friend told me.. so yah jokingly i told this guy (who will remain nameless for right now that i would do sumthing to him that will remail unknown for right now) and now i am beining told that i am a slut and that i am easy and acting like a fool.. but the thing is.. is him and i am jsut joking around.. he knows it.. i know it.. but she read sumthing about it on my away message and now i got this crap.......its like shut up.. i am a big girl.. i think i know what i am doing and you know what i am OLD enough to do it if i want.. and even if i do do it.. that doesnt make me a slut.. its one guy its not like i am doing to tom, dick, harry, john, frank, bob, and billy to.. yah know. well you know what i want to hear from you.. am i a slut for messin around with one guy and having a little fun.. or is it ok when you arent with every guy ??please tell me

6/7/05 09:31 pm

well summer was good up until this week.. so i found out that i failed my second semester of Algebra and now i have to go to summer school.. but i guess that isnt to bad becaue its only for 3 weeks and i was planning on going this weekend anyway.. so its all good up in the hood.. i guess i am just happy because my dad didnt kill.. i LOVE samies hair... lol and i am sad becaue jake's open house is this weekend and that stinks but the good part is He is my neighbor and he trasports back adn forth so i will still get to see him all the time.. but i guess that is all for right now.. oh i seen brad yesterday and he is still hot

5/30/05 10:22 pm - well

so far i have had a good summer.. talking to jake and britt.. having fun with dad and fam i cant complian yet

5/23/05 10:22 pm - 3 days to victory

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wow 3 days let of school and then i will be a junior..<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
i think that i am going to go to summer shcool just so<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
i can get ahead of the gamee. man i really hope dad lets<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
me stay at kv not that i like the people here or anything<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
but i dont want to move again.. i am so sick of moving its<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
not even funny anymore...man sam is leaving for florida in<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
a couple days jake is leavign for chicago in a couple weeks<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
ashley is leaving for arizonia nd jake is leaving for who<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
knows where and i ma stuck here with nothing to do.. i seen<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
nate today in town it was funny.. wow i think that it was the<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
first time i had ever seen him out in public... ever since the <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
8th grade.. i am suppose to be doing work for nick maranda and<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
danny k right now but i dotn feel like it right now...i cant<><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
belive between this year and next all of my friends and ex boy <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
friends are leaving me.. blaie, jake, this year, brandon,<><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
brandon m,keith,royce (puke), and a bunch of ther people are<><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
leaving also.. it is goint ot be so boring without them. at <><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
least i will have brandon for one more year as long as dad doesnt<><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
make me move.. i dotn know what i am going to do when i am a senior<><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
and brandon isnt around to take care of me adn make me feel better <><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
when i am down,, him and sam are the ONLY two poeple that i can go <><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
to when i am down in the dumps... its goona suck with out him...<><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
brittany and i are cool again she came and spetn the night friday..<><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
we hung out with jake croll it was awesome,, we got him to do cartwheels<><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><
and stuff for him it was SO COOl..but nayway i have to go know ... <><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
its time for bed and i still ahve to finish studing for finals.. <><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
te amor..... PEACE OUT yALL..... I LOVE YOU SAM!!!<><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
YOU ROCK I HOOPE EVERY THING GOES GOOD WITH CHRIS AND THAT OTHER PROBLEM<><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><
THAT YOU ARE HAVING BUT WE WONT SAY WHAT IT IS.. SHHHH I HOEP YOU KNOW WHAT<><><><>><><><><><><><><><><>
I AM TALKING ABOUT..!!! <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR FINALS EVERYONE<><><><><><><><><><><><><><>><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><>
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